Friday, December 16, 2005
Dear Mr X,
I haven't been soo demoralised in a long time. Thanks for reminding me how that actually felt - for the whole bloody week.
After spending happy times at N.*.H, being able to do alot of things nicely and correctly.... here i am posted to somewhere further down the mrt East-West line.
Morale is all time low.
Everyday, without fail, he'll find fault with almost every film we produce.
And any single step that we do that didn't go according to his way.
Criticize, criticize and more criticism.
I feel sooooooo damn Yuan Wang. Things that i didnt do or i havent do...also kena criticize. Wa lau... open ur eyes lor... did u see me do it?
And when i havent finish the procedure...just preparing the marker putting it nearer to me...got fault meh? Why criticize me say i NOT observant enough...marker also put wrong place in front of the patient. WTH.
I haven't put it YET ok!
Btw... i've seen soooo many bloody projections you've done....you expect me to remember EVERY SINGLE DETAILS? Waaa...u think i got super photographic memory?
No doubt that you're very good.
Yes...you teach us alot. And i do appreciate that alot.
The only things we can do is extremities and chest.
I don't mind that as long as we get to do.
But you want perfect pictures each time.
Everything must be at the same level...every projection be it done on different films or on one film. Collimation too. Markers must be at a certain correct side.
Doing supine views must follow a certain sequence.
Always try to put ID tag on the top.
Cannot collimate just nice.. but also cannot collimate too little.
Do fast...(he does things at a fantastic speed....)
Etc.
Wow wow wow...
We used to spend 1-2mins doing a knee. Now.. we take 10mins.
Because if we miss out any details... surely will kena from him(Knee must use lead shield one hor).
We are trying our very very very best liao.
Sigh...
Its very demoralising being mark down verbally everyday.
But thank you for making us stronger.
Still... i'm feeling down.
Seems like everything just aint going well there.
Maybe i just need to get some sleep.
Thank goodness its over.
Scribbled by: jun @11:51 PM
