Friday, February 29, 2008
Had fever again last night. But it went off this morning when i decided to see the doc. Oh great. hah~
Pretty eventful PM shift last night. Everything that can happen...well.. happened!
All of us were activated...and even so, there was a small mad rush going on.
Two OT cases, multiple urgent portables and cardiac pacing all at the same time.
But it ended on a nice note. Managed to clear everything except the long going OT cases.
Have to apologise for the brief lost of control yesterday. That got some people worried about me.
Was having too much things pent up inside me that i had to let go before i go crazy.
I'm ok now... just got to sort out some issues thats very important to me.
I don't know if others will truly understand how badly i wanted this, how much i really love doing it. How denying me of the chance or the little hope of waiting for it would affect me.
You may think its just stubbornness. Thats probably because you haven't found your true love for a certain thing. The one thing that you are passionate for, that you could fight and wait till the end of time for.
And the worst thing was, the thing that i wanted isn't impossible at all. Not even near to it. Maybe at most need to wait.
But it just upsets me that others maybe denying me the chance just because they planned something else for me. I just would not accept it.
But for whatever it is that may happen, I'm just going to fight for it. Until its time for me to leave.
Scribbled by: jun @4:09 PM
