Monday, May 19, 2008
I'm beginning to wonder if this is a test that Heaven wants me to pass by hook or by crook.
I hardly survived last week. Even though he said that i did really well, i really find it hard to believe.
I thought that this week would be better since he's back.
But...but.. something quite ridiculous happened and i gotta uphold the place again.
I hope i can make it this time around.
I'm just so afraid.
I don't wanna go through it again like last week.
I know you really believed in me.
I'd try again...but sometimes...i really just need a break from it.
Scribbled by: jun @7:50 PM